After attending yday meeting with Pastor Tan, I felt a stirred in my heart, suddenly while I was praying, Sham-gar who was only mentioned in the bible for 2 times came into my mind. Though he is not any bible greats but he qualifies to be mentioned by God in the scripture.
In Judges 17:6 it was written" In those days there was no king in Israel, but every man did that which was right in his own eyes." Sham-gar served in a very difficult time if u read on.It was a time of Spiritual Darkness. We're living in a dark society today, anything can happen to anyone at anytime. Kind of scary right? I thought to myself, it will only be scarier w/o Jesus. It will only be tougher, if I don't cherish what I have. It will only be sadded, if I dont live life to the fullest.
Many of us may heard of Sham-gar testimony, "I am just one person"! insignificant man even... but the truth about all I feel is God is not looking for the smarties or the a'tas! but looking for pple like Sham-gar, willing to put God first in all that he do. That alone will qualify him...
I do felt for what pastor shared yday, sometimes we will just sink in to our comfort zone, interested in ourself, things that will benefits me only thought"! I begin to be conscious, haha, so I pray that I won't turn out to be that kind of person.
As much as I wish, I really hope I can multiply myself to meet different needs at my own availablity. I pray that the ppl Im missing, needs will be met, I'm really praying for u all. =) After learning the 5 love languages, I pray I can be a more loving person more than before. I want to communicate better with those whom I'm ain't close, so i'm praying God will soften and open up their heart, to accept me for who I am. haha, if u r thinking is it u? then maybe God is speaking to u too, soften ur heart =)
So people lets live in unity, in love and in one spirit=) That alone will build a better tmr.
